pain.
maybe if my heart stops beating, it won’t hurt this much, and never will I have to answer again to anyone
i’m so scared that he was it for me; that i just lost everything i could’ve possibly wanted in a person.
i’m scared to fall in love with another person; i’m scared of being hurt; i’m scared i’ll fall in love with the wrong person, and just be hurt even more; i’m scared i’ll end up alone.
i’m scared of the world. it’s time to grow up.
this heart, it beats; beats for only you. my heart is yours.